innocence

 
your Helios eyes said everything
in my spattered state I was all reds
and you were blue

I sauntered in one day and left my print on your soul
and you couldn't shake the feeling you knew me deep down
I was corrupted lust every day
and couldn't get enough

you love to toy with my feelings to get a rise out of me
and I was willing to oblige
being cult groupie masochistic in my presentation
splayed for your favor
you stuck a finger in and took my temperature
I was blazing for you

you loved my cunted affections
I was always blatant with my feelings for you
you wore your attitude high and stoic
I was sky scraping with my intentions for you

I needed you did you know?

my hedonistic lust was greedy sex
you were in it for other reasons
I fed you psychologically
you feast from my low self esteem
building me up to knock me down again

I was freefalling through your world
and nothing could stop me
your gravitational pull was mesmerizing
I can't get enough
but you like me crazy

it's my innocence you seek
but she is out so rarely
I cover her up and she is shy to speak
that other part of my personality you crave

insidious need be damned
I cannot coax her forth
she comes not bidden but of her own free will
she senses when you hunt
and stays hidden deep inside me