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freefall

it is the sweetest torment
this prison in which I lie
claws sinking into silken ties
clinging to the last earthly thing binding
restraints wrapped tight around fists
anchoring above encircled wrists
testing the strength & the length
of their loving captivity
no attempts to be released
this is a death I have no wish to survive
as I disintegrate
particles scattering into infinity
falling into shuddering incoherency
spine arched into serpentine angles
spanning all eternity
body in hedonistic writhe
grasping
gasping
flying in defiance of gravity
locked inside the vortex of Us
madly spiraling
all breath lost to me
head thrown back in silent howl
not a sound escaping
only flesh stretched across sheet
thrashing
ankles yanking reflexively
spasmodically jerking against ropes tethering
both thighs firmly pressed
wide & tightly stretched
implacably gripped
not giving an inch
calloused palms leaving beautiful impressions

{these will be precious to me
later
when I return to my senses
and can see them
but now...}

all focus rapt
obsessively
on the force of nature spreading me
so deeply embedding me
impaling unmoving
entrenched
honey-salt drenched
within the sanctity of my heaven
where squeeze meets throb
I am blissfully locked
lost to all but His guttural growl
and with increasing pressure
the softest whisper

yeeessss
that's my good girl
come on & get it