adored

 
I call to you from a forlorn state
needing your affection
should you have any to offer

caress the feeling, my dear
feel me in the depths of you
long are the shadows that grip me

within the pain I am nothing but emptiness
stark reality is the scorn
I love you seems lame
in the crush of the moment

I seek your silent approval
I crave your lust
I desire the love you reserve for me when I'm good

I am hostile in my wants
you fuck me then depart
in my shallows I am wanton
in my abyss I am your whore
a woman of faith none the less
who glories in the pain

you hunt my passions
you discover me trembling
when nothing but a blush covers

I am forlorn, your woman
but I know I am adored