Disgusting.

Under the cover of an
absent minded listing

Handwritten in the
red part of the page that
you can't see
sprinkled so pretty
all along the paper
is glitter

It's reaching for cabinets
It's disgusting.

The more the wall gives I'll push.
I feel better when
the world seems uncomfortable
with anything
say something mean
and spit it in the sink.

I laugh until it stings.
And nothing makes me feel
differently

Medication made me feel better but it's gone
and got my rocks off
my shoulder fell apart
the doctor won't prescribe me anymore
until I agree they can
take my arm off.
And now I might sign up.
I'm in terrible pain.
Its outlandish
Its unnatural
It's unavoidable.

Disgusting.