(TW) Anger and Shame

I feel so broken
in despair
my arms, my legs
you don't care
Left me pulling out my hair
my soul bled everywhere

I'm just a puppet
on your strings
In my dreams
your voice always covers my screams

Let me go
I always try to plead
with the voice
of a thousand other girls
who begged for the same thing.

I asked for validation
my body was the answer
I begged for reason
your voice filled my veins
like a cancer
a poison that flooded in my ears
"I don't want to stop my dear"

Frozen in fear
my consciousness restrained
now that I'm free
all the anger floods through my brain.