The Good Girl is Gone

usually thats the way
being good is like being a doornat sometimes

Sometimes? All the time I'd say! Shame.

How have you avenged this relationship & should I be worried, lol? Joking aside, I was able to get a sense of the pain you have obviously been feeling here.

I haven't had the time to plan let alone do anything... Yet... 😈

Thank you for the read and the comment. I'm glad it was raw enough to carry my feelings.

I can relate to being a “good person” but seemingly never being rewarded for good behavior.  Sounds like we’re in the same boat.  

I sympathise! Let's try being bad. I'm sure it'll backfire, but you can't truly know until you try, can you?

I like being the bad girl most of the time.

I don't know how to do that, but I have to learn.

Ha! Put a good edge on your sword, Medea. 🙃.

Seriously, though, the best way for the girl in your poem to take revenge would be to find someone who loves and will cherish her, and whom she can love and cherish in return. That way, she won't hurt herself further.
As the saying goes:
Before you set out on a journey of revenge, first dig two graves.

Anyway, nice poem, and I wish you every future happiness 👍💐

Yes, I know that Confucius saying well and am seriously thinking about karmic repercussions before I seek revenge.
Thank you for the read and good wishes.

Interesting comment. Something to think about, thank you.

Unfortunately, there are no rewards for being human. Reality sets in when dealing with human emotions. People say they care, but mostly don't. Life is about listening and healing. Without using common sense and logic, one can get caught up in stampeding herd. I like your poem.

Perhaps it's the depth at which they care? Healing is the one thing I'm working on right now, it's one of my main priorities.
Thank you for your comment and the like.

I've been reading some of your work and i will say this.
1. in this life, there are no rewards for selflessness.
2. selflessness is necessary for a life of joy.
3. people will always let you down, who are selfish.
while i relate to your pain of trying to pour into people (because i spend my time trying to only help others.)
Life is about balance.
you dont need to "be a bad girl" in order to have love and joy and peace.
you need balance.
you can give all you have to people regardless of if they give back so long as you are also making sure you have a source of the things you need in a stable world.
one that YOU create.
i think you will be a amazing woman who will change this world so long as you find that balance.
i pray for your journey, my sad stranger.

Thank you for reading and taking the time to comment.

I'm trying to find that balance and I think I'm doing okay.