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Kill in Anger
The mirrors cutting through my sanity
Reflect a thousand different faces
All belonging to me
Drag down the cloud
You rest upon
Rub the spit in your eyes
Crooked words walk around me
But it’s time now
It’s time now
Push my face into yours
Until you taste my fingernails
Squeeze the tears from your veins
Forbidden to me
This time it’s mine
Of my own making
This
Whether by submission or desire
No line exists anymore
Die to win
But it goes both ways
Satisfying enough to know
It’s only me
There’s only me
Each face another shade of grey
Sick of the same
Sick of this game
I can make this go away
I can make this go away
Scratching enough to break the skin
But nothing comes out
I hate you
Your faces twist to compare
To my confusion
Disgraceful, distasteful
I hate you
Creatively express thoughtless wonder
Echoes around your soul as if it’s nothing at all
As if it weighs nothing at all!
DISGUSTING, REPULSING!!
It’s everything to me
And nothing to any of you
My tongue burns from the salt
The sore will never go away
And I will never tire of the taste
Enough to repel
Enough to dispel
You
Spiraling from inside to out
Another voice to follow
Squelch the desire for peace of mind
For the desperate longing of silence
I can make you go away
You’re just a shell anyway
One less to burn
One less to cleanse
Figment on a shelf
Same as the one praying on his knees
Hollow decadence
Fills what’s left
Top the chart, sign the bill
Break the heart, pop the pill
It’s all the same to me
One less to love
One less to buy
Ambiguous is to confusing
As what’s mine is to me
Left for dead, left for another
Doesn’t care, doesn’t bother
I never liked you anyway
Laughter like cracked, silver bells
The fiends seem more pleasant when they smile
Just this one
Just this one
Shiver to numb, as the cold sweat dries
Cracking knuckles, releasing with a sigh
The shell ceases to writhe
Gently I whisper
Goodnight
Reflect a thousand different faces
All belonging to me
Drag down the cloud
You rest upon
Rub the spit in your eyes
Crooked words walk around me
But it’s time now
It’s time now
Push my face into yours
Until you taste my fingernails
Squeeze the tears from your veins
Forbidden to me
This time it’s mine
Of my own making
This
Whether by submission or desire
No line exists anymore
Die to win
But it goes both ways
Satisfying enough to know
It’s only me
There’s only me
Each face another shade of grey
Sick of the same
Sick of this game
I can make this go away
I can make this go away
Scratching enough to break the skin
But nothing comes out
I hate you
Your faces twist to compare
To my confusion
Disgraceful, distasteful
I hate you
Creatively express thoughtless wonder
Echoes around your soul as if it’s nothing at all
As if it weighs nothing at all!
DISGUSTING, REPULSING!!
It’s everything to me
And nothing to any of you
My tongue burns from the salt
The sore will never go away
And I will never tire of the taste
Enough to repel
Enough to dispel
You
Spiraling from inside to out
Another voice to follow
Squelch the desire for peace of mind
For the desperate longing of silence
I can make you go away
You’re just a shell anyway
One less to burn
One less to cleanse
Figment on a shelf
Same as the one praying on his knees
Hollow decadence
Fills what’s left
Top the chart, sign the bill
Break the heart, pop the pill
It’s all the same to me
One less to love
One less to buy
Ambiguous is to confusing
As what’s mine is to me
Left for dead, left for another
Doesn’t care, doesn’t bother
I never liked you anyway
Laughter like cracked, silver bells
The fiends seem more pleasant when they smile
Just this one
Just this one
Shiver to numb, as the cold sweat dries
Cracking knuckles, releasing with a sigh
The shell ceases to writhe
Gently I whisper
Goodnight
Published 11th Jul 2023
Author's Note
In regards to the video: I know I messed up a couple of times. I was tired and had done it about 11 times beforehand. I hope you still liked it.
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22nd Aug 2023 10:22am
Hello
This was really like stepping into billowing smoke, the type of dragon tail veils that lay around hills or sleep in old ghost stories. In my humble opinion you delivered the text well, the slow pace added to the intensity. I can understand about having to do an audio over, I have done\tried audios and even though I had the piece in front of me, I was actually saying something else, or these strange cringing sounds. I guess you need patience and perhaps a microphone.
Anyways really great piece!
A\R
This was really like stepping into billowing smoke, the type of dragon tail veils that lay around hills or sleep in old ghost stories. In my humble opinion you delivered the text well, the slow pace added to the intensity. I can understand about having to do an audio over, I have done\tried audios and even though I had the piece in front of me, I was actually saying something else, or these strange cringing sounds. I guess you need patience and perhaps a microphone.
Anyways really great piece!
A\R
23rd Aug 2023 6:26pm
Yeah, it does take some patience and a good mic! haha...I'm still working out the kinks with my presentations and audio. I really appreciate your feedback! Thank you! :)
