Dead Inside #diary

       
       
       
       
   most times one imagines how nice it'd be  if one could cut absolutely all ties, from the rest of humankind and disappear into the night.... and be alright until flatlined....        
       
    one often turns blind eye-understanding most the whys with no actual "solutions" to the inevitable internal/external conflict with this probably one and only life....        
       
 I. Don't. Belong. Here.; a contract that ive never signed-this hyped up-fucked up illusion before my eyes.... till the end, one will feel mostly dead on the inside....