Anymore

I sense you nearby sometimes
But when I look up
You're not around
You're never around anymore

I'm starting to grow accustomed
To your frequent disappearing acts
And it makes me wonder
If we're together at all anymore

I don't ask questions
Though I know that I should
And I don't throw tantrums
It's just not worth it anymore

I do wonder though
Where you go when you go
And who or what you're doing
But it feels like it's not my business anymore

I'm tired of excuses and lies
But I don't raise an eyebrow
When I hear you use them
Because it really doesn't matter anymore

You always come home in the end
And you always act as though nothing is happening
But maybe the next time you return
I won't be here anymore