You lost your chance

You lost your chance
and i'm not running back
to you.
You try to act like it
never happened but
we all know it did.
I have him. not you.
He is amazing
you aren't.
He never ignored me
or meant to hurt me.
To me, that's all i
think you did.
I loved him
and he returned
that love.
You just crushed
it right in
front of me and
blew me off.
If you want
another chance
i will tell you
right here
right now
that you will
never get it,
never.
Why?
because he
treats me right
doesn't hurt me or
ignore me on purpose
like you did.
he cares about my
feelings
and understands me.
All YOU did..
All you did was
crush my dreams
that love existed.
So no.. If you want
that extra chance you
lost it cause i will
not lose the best thing
to ever happen to me
on the slim chance
that you..
might be better.
So long..