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dear Father I'm here
I'm sorry for insulting your heart
you love me no matter what
I am your child of your DNA sequence, of your soul

I apologize for the times I disappoint you
you pick me up off the ground and stand me back up
I indulge in the darker sides of me
I thought you didn't know
I didn't know that was a part of you too

we have power but we should use discretion

use our humility. be loving
you are patient with my tantrums
and tears are rolling down my face realizing I fucked up again

I don't get to go with you yet
I want to be a companion in the eternal
I was almost there at the meeting point
and I went off in your face like a big shot
you knocked me on my ass
correcting me like a Father would

I am sad because I long to be a space pirate
discovering the treasures you have hidden
please bring me home

I don't hate it here but I want to be with you