Distraction

I'll play some game
just to get lost in
doesn't matter if I lose or win
grab a book to grab my attention
to ease my subconsciousness into suspension
all this stress all this tension
all these underlying lessons
I never even enrolled in
information known to soon be lost
I wouldn't have come had I known the cost
shoulders rounded to pass the responsibility
all these things I never wanted
it all feels shoved onto me
every road given I make a wrong turn
another thing thrown onto the pile of concerns
just another unwanted bridge to burn
and now with no bridges to cross
just another solitary soul at a loss
a perverted need to convert
left this outro into an introvert
so I'll play my games pass on all my blames
doesn't matter if I lose or win
just so long as It's something to get lost in