mockery

 
the mockery, stalkery group as I call them
are spirits that stalk your existence mocking your words
they add a negative connotation to your thoughts
mean spirited they crack jokes at your expense

I resent their presence
I do my best not to acknowledge them
it makes them worse and encourages their foul nature
I feel them pressing in on me
whispering in my ear I'm not good enough

I fight them off everyday
wraiths of mischief with sour attitudes
minions of wrath stirring anger
it hurts these feelings
and is aggravated by the beauty that surrounds me
I wonder how creatures so dark exist

they stay in the shadows
mostly no one knows their there
poking at your soft spots
prodding at your ego
trying to make you lose your shit given any trying situation

I feel them watching me
stalking my steps diligently
what they were intended for
and from whence they came I'm unsure

the mockery, stalkery group is on parade
sometime you'll catch me slip and say what they said
innuendos of an evil nature

imps of disaster to be sure
I caught them up to no good today
I bit my tongue and then let it loose