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My cancer superhero
A sudden glimpse of trains is hitting
but the avenue is rainy, colder
than my hopes that, weeping,
give you my homely shoulder.
Years passing in the mirror,
a reflection of a retro car,
is your death approaching near?
My cancer hero superstar.
A nebulae fogging eyes,
fragile guitar resting shyly,
politely my heart ignites
your gentleness but why...him?
You never loved as kindly
yet caressed my hoping face.
A videotape is now rewinding,
after disappearance erased.
Your lengthy hair fell down,
its golden promises just dulled.
Your cute abundance left my town,
and your dreams were nulled.
A sunray pierces the sky,
to warm up glassy lens above
a reunion that drearily denies,
yet lights anew my buried love.
In the darkness fire blue
twists itself in a release,
but do you have a clue..?
I won't ever let you leave...
Denial is like winter ravens,
in twilight's ocean of divorce...
A nightmare are God's heavens...
Don't you dare open its doors...!
I need you more than ever.
Cruel in the past, you're crueler now.
You have cancer, I have fever...
Now I confessed to you... but how?
I've been praying all day long,
my notebooks exhausted my pencils,
a campane my grieving songs,
in deploration and repentance...!
I will never let you go...!!
Or is it denial's losing urge??
Love is life, don't tell me no,
I lit a candle in the church...!
I'll simply forbid you to decay then!
I will heal you with my heart.
Don't die on me, my lovely man!!!
Please recover... health... please.. start...
I am constantly checking on you
whether your avatar is green,
this colour is now my favourite hue,
for you are to be seen.
Stay by my side,
you brave survivor.
You pain, your fight...
For your life, I'd die for.
but the avenue is rainy, colder
than my hopes that, weeping,
give you my homely shoulder.
Years passing in the mirror,
a reflection of a retro car,
is your death approaching near?
My cancer hero superstar.
A nebulae fogging eyes,
fragile guitar resting shyly,
politely my heart ignites
your gentleness but why...him?
You never loved as kindly
yet caressed my hoping face.
A videotape is now rewinding,
after disappearance erased.
Your lengthy hair fell down,
its golden promises just dulled.
Your cute abundance left my town,
and your dreams were nulled.
A sunray pierces the sky,
to warm up glassy lens above
a reunion that drearily denies,
yet lights anew my buried love.
In the darkness fire blue
twists itself in a release,
but do you have a clue..?
I won't ever let you leave...
Denial is like winter ravens,
in twilight's ocean of divorce...
A nightmare are God's heavens...
Don't you dare open its doors...!
I need you more than ever.
Cruel in the past, you're crueler now.
You have cancer, I have fever...
Now I confessed to you... but how?
I've been praying all day long,
my notebooks exhausted my pencils,
a campane my grieving songs,
in deploration and repentance...!
I will never let you go...!!
Or is it denial's losing urge??
Love is life, don't tell me no,
I lit a candle in the church...!
I'll simply forbid you to decay then!
I will heal you with my heart.
Don't die on me, my lovely man!!!
Please recover... health... please.. start...
I am constantly checking on you
whether your avatar is green,
this colour is now my favourite hue,
for you are to be seen.
Stay by my side,
you brave survivor.
You pain, your fight...
For your life, I'd die for.
Published 3rd Feb 2023
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3rd Feb 2023 12:23pm
I can relate to this piece of liquid gold poring from the very depth of your heart and spiritual soul 🙏 as I am STILL standing and fighting with this disease in my body yet against all odds and blessings from my family and friends despite the ups and downs I still have my faith and strength and courage to be able to be a witness that through the most highest spiritual soul 🙏 I shall not give up as I am not alone... AMEN BROTHER
3rd Feb 2023 12:31pm
It is devastating to know you have this illness, stoney. I also love you and support you. You will heal!
I appreciate your support and understanding and kindred spirit of your thoughts for sometimes those who have this thing called cancer feel so alone in there survival dealing with this disease that we sometimes have to fight that much harder just to survive the treatment as I am a witness I've had to remain focus and determine to keep fighting and standing with stage 4 lung cancer and stage 2 kidney cancer and a brain tumor and gout in my right foot and prostate cancer so I can relate to that writing of depth definitely of deepness 👁️ THE STRUGGLE IS REAL 🙏
4th Feb 2023 5:40pm
Oh my God.... I hope that he feels my support and that it helps him... this is what I have been thinking about the entire time ever since I found out and I have been trying to do my best to support him...
I support you as well and I am proud of your strenght...
What does therapy feel like...????
I support you as well and I am proud of your strenght...
What does therapy feel like...????
4th Feb 2023 7:19pm
Therapy is the most hardest thing ever to go through for I have my good and bad days it's been a year and half since I've been told I have cancer and I haven't given up hope not even my faith for it's a beautiful blessing to have my wife and daughter supporting me with there love and prayers for my strength and courage and empowerment and determination and believing that I am going to be alright for the power of the most highest spiritual soul said it ain't over till GOD SAID IT'S OVER 🙏👁️ 👊👍 STONEY BAY
4th Feb 2023 7:22pm
4th Feb 2023 7:41pm
Wouldn't have it no other way even though I am very thankful and grateful and blessed to be able to see the sunshine through open eyes my heart and spiritual soul is in my FAITH AND FAMILY 🙏👍🥰💯🤗
5th Feb 2023 8:22am
Hey, Stoney, I wrote a new poem about cancer today and it is hopeful and gives a meaning, please check it out, it will encourage you for sure
please see below
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/473197-we-can-go-through-cancer-my-dear/
please see below
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/473197-we-can-go-through-cancer-my-dear/
3rd Feb 2023 4:54pm
This is so touching and relevant to just about anyone, known people struggling with Cancer, family and friends. Love and light to you. 💖🙏
5th Feb 2023 12:44pm
Thank you for the encouragement and prayers as I am a witness to this disease that has been a situation in my life for about a year and a half I thank God for getting me through some rough days and I appreciate the help from my family and friends and my wife and daughter supporting me through my process of not giving up on life and love and happiness that most people have given up hope and faith I refuse to give up as I am still standing and fighting to continue to have a wonderful life 🙏🤗👍💯😎👁️ got my eyes on the sparrow and the encouragement and strength and love of my wife and my daughter ❤️😊
