Heartless Obsessions

This really isn’t a good time
I haven’t seen her since last July
I quit pushing down the hurt
Now there’s blood pouring out of my eyes
I haven’t been the same
Since she gave me back my mind


I get lonely and overwhelmed
I need someone else
A reason to take care of myself


You shouldn’t have asked questions
If you didn’t want a confession
We don’t need a real connection
I love with a heartless obsession
No one can replace her
And her effortless perfection


You showed up randomly yesterday
Filling up her empty space
I haven’t slept in a week
But you make me feel safe enough
To dream of everything we could never be
Let’s fall in love and get married


This relationship’s coming to an end Where’s the nearest bridge
She was better at stopping my shit
No one looks at me like she used to
I need to find a replacement soon
I don’t know what else to do