Not a Welcoming HIGH

      These are the ingredients it takes to wake...Rewind, Relapse, Repeat, & Receive. The golden rules play at forever long days...The 4 r's of DRUG ADDICTION. As docile fingers feebly try to push their addiction away. The addiction is strong, The addiction needs constant attention, The addiction wants to erase your wrath & ease your pain. Slowly a clamouse shrill of wick laughter erupts, macabre, carrion, sick & disease. Thinking this must be hell to be pay, for one has to knowledge the fires that await & lay. The Trickers, the Talisman of copious disguises comes in many styles. A true chameleon, an art of pure perfection of ability of changing it's skin. Devilishly the whispering is now recognized & begins as promises of intoxicating indulgences. Enticing are these treats of sinful, lustful pleasures...That can never measure up to the hard work of being clean & sober brings. Magnificent of such grandeur is the first pin-prick poke, a breath taking rush of deadly heights. Sweats, tremors, and shakes lead the sad race...Breaking your king's high place crown and only devastation of ruins can be found. Short lived & more consequences than your birthright can give. Inner voice yells loudly "Run for your FUCKIN life !!!" Slow motion plays out...Surreal of past days spended, are lucid memories thur a wide-eyed stare. Once again addition seizes & greedly takes, another shattered soul looking for escape. Like a child crying on his knees, broken and forever trying to please with false statements for all. Shaking hands with defeat...Displaying a big smile when the pain comes...For the pain is all you know...The pain always remains the same...which makes EVERYTHING go away, but it never stays. Hell has a HIGH price to pay. Time is my heartbeat racing & my mouth watering, A fiend's final wish !!! Haunting nightmarish dreams explore knowledge already experienced & told. Extreme nirvana of such wishes to be granted are also sealed sinfully as cold ends and death displays with this evil poisonous KISS !!!  Somewhere, Somehow, Someway...A new breath of innocence is my echoing footsteps of "THE END !!!"