shades of grey

      
     
     
     
    my ego-my emotions-something i often fail to slay; my reality is unlimited shades of grey;      
     
     
    that sun most see and feel each day-i get some glimpse, and hints, then fades;      
     
     
    my heart leaks🩸-mind in disarray....      
reflections seen in certain ways-on certain days...      
     
     
   I've long past gone a path that's stray; "room temperature" but very grey;      
     
     
and only "cold" internally when silence hits-when words can't form-      
though in a contemplative state....    
   
   
 I wish it easy-allowing self to simply drift away....