Mad Princess

Wow, this is surprisingly dark, and deep too! You always had an interest in the darker stuff, but this is the first time you've actually expressed it in writing. This is very well written, and I like the way you weave several different ideas and narratives all throughout the poem. There's a theme about the ancient gods returning, and a theme about Kara teaching you the mystical arts, and a lot about how you see yourself too on a deeper and more profound level than I had expected from a girl your age. You are definitely a lot more mature than I think I've realized! But that's not a bad thing, honey, a lot of children are mature for their age like that. Me, I remember I was reading horror novels when I was eight years old and a lot of the other kids when I was in middle school were into Stephen King, Anne Rice, and Edgar Allen Poe too. I used to run with the Goths a lot and you wouldn't know it to look at me right now but back then I even used to dye my hair black, shave off my eyebrows, and wear all black too. For me, it was just how I expressed myself at the time, back when I was trying to figure out who I really was as a person. It wasn't a phase exactly, since for me it evolved into my liking to express myself as a Gothic Lolita... which is something I still see myself as to a large extent. Which for Kara is delightful since he loves to see me in my pretty Victorian style dresses and with my hair in the twin ponytails I put it up in for him when he and I have our dates together. I get to be a little girl again for him, but sometimes a gothic little girl who just happens to be a blonde. But back to the subject! There is a LOT in this poem of yours that I totally agree with. Especially how most people today are as if they were asleep. But people like us, we can awaken them from that sleep. You stick with Kara, and he will show you how! He's like Neo from the Matrix movies... it is something I've heard a lot of people saying about him too. You really seem to like him a lot too, which makes me happy. I honestly did not know for sure if you'd like him or if he'd like you, but I kind of thought it would work out once you two met. There IS power within you, Chloe! A great and beautiful power. Cultivate it, make it as beautiful and powerful as you can, and never lose it! It is part of what makes you who and what you are.

Yeah, it's dark. I go dark sometimes with things, and I'm a lot deeper than most people realize. Kara understands me though! For me, that's what counts. He taught me that dark doesn't mean bad, just like light doesn't mean good. It's what we do with dark and light that makes us bad or good. And me, I'm a good girl! Mostly. I am glad you liked how I did this one, I got the idea for parts of it from a book of poetry by Edgar Allan Poe that I took out from the school library a couple days ago. That, and a book of horror stories by H.P. Lovecraft that I snuck out of my sister's room so I could read. I'm always going and swiping her books! She's too dumb to understand half of them anyway. Mom always said I was different, and gifted. She has no idea! *Giggle* It's like that song says! Parents just don't understand.

Wow! You used to shave your eyebrows just like Kara does? That sounds kind of cool. I think you'd look great with black hair! You've got the pale skin tone going for the Goth look already. Anne Rice is one of my favorites! I just started reading her Interview with the Vampire book recently... yep, my sister's book again... and I love it. Claudia's my favorite character, and I really like how she looks just like a doll too. I love dolls! I showed some of my dolls to Kara over the cam yesterday too. Gothic Lolita? I've heard of that! I think that originated in Japan, but it's becoming a lot more popular over here in recent years. Kara thought that my ponytail looked nice on me yesterday! So I look pretty with a ponytail too. I'm glad that you get to be a little girl again with Kara, that makes me feel happy thinking about that. Me, when I was with Kara on the cam yesterday, I felt so super amazingly happy that there's no word to describe it! He's just incredible to be around, and I really did feel like I was right there in the room with him. Or that he was in my room with me. Both really. We're going to set up more playtime dates like that as soon as we can, probably this next weekend coming up would be best since I don't have school on those days and I'm always at home when I'm not at school anyway. So that'll be fun! Yeah, this poem was really complicated to write but I wanted to do something really different this time. Something that you or Kara would like to read. I never saw the Matrix movies, my mom says they're too violent for me. I turned 13 this past April, so whenever I want to watch movies like that I end up always having to sneak and watch them online. Which I do! She knows I do it too, so if she reads this she'll just be like "Yeah, that's my daughter alright!" I was telling Kara about that too. He thought it was cool that I've seen some of the movies he likes. You weren't sure if I'd like Kara? I LOVE Kara! He's just... well, you know how he is. Awesome! He thinks I'm great too, he calls me his pretty magical princess you know. Do you really think I'm powerful? Then why can't I conjure up pizza whenever I want it! I will not consider myself to be a powerful magical princess until I can conjure up pizza. Thanks for believing in me so much, Sybil! It makes it easier for me to believe in me too.

Hi Chloe! I'm kind of busy right now, I had to go out to get some things for my trip out to Massachusetts so I don't really have much time to be replying a lot... I just wanted to check in for a minute to see if you were on the site yet or not. Kara was looking forward to hearing from you again! Yes, I did used to shave my eyebrows but it didn't look good on me like it does on Kara. I just don't have to face for it, really. Chloe, I really hope your sister never reads this and finds out you're sneaking and reading her books like that! I don't think she'd like that at all. Yeah, Gothic Lolita did start in Japan you heard that right. Oh, I know the kinds of movies you like to sneak and watch! Just be glad I'm patient with you. And that your mom is a very understanding woman as well. I knew you are Kara would hit it off nicely! That's why I got you two to meet. Anyway, I have to go now, I don't want to use up too much of my phone's data since that's what I'm using right now. Remember! BE GOOD.

Don't worry Sybil, I'll be good, I promise. As for my sister, she thinks she's too good for online poetry sites so I doubt she'd ever know I was even on here. Mom doesn't read online poetry either, just out of books so no worries there either. Honestly, if you hadn't introduced me to this site I'd never have figured out a way to share my poems. Yeah, as soon as I finish checking all my messages I'm going to see what Kara is up to. He'll be happy to hear from his pretty magical princess!

I think you did an incredible job in this poem, Chloe my love! Everything Sybil said about it is quite true only it is even more spectacular I think than she realizes. This is a poem that blends together so much! So many ideas, thoughts, and fantastic things. There is also a great deal of very deep, dark occult symbolism, tradition, and concepts all throughout this work! I can see the Lovecraftian themes within it, which hold a very great deal more of hidden, secret truth than most people may realize. It does, in places, have that Edgar Allan Poe vibe as well, only I rather do like this poem of yours a great deal more than any of his! Yours has a triumphant feel to it, to a large extent, an ecstatic feel, whereas his poems could be rather depressing and dreary sometimes which was great for what he was going for with them. Just as your poem is perfect for what you were going for with it! I will definitely be adding it my reading list, along with all of your others splendid works. You are more than just my pretty magical princess, Chloe! You are the great love of my life, and I adore you beyond all things in this world. :)

SO glad you loved my poem, hubby! As you can see, I wrote so much of it for you, and poured a LOT of my passion for you into it. Passion has to be deep, dark and extra magical, at least the way I feel it! Cuz dark in certain instances means super light and brighter than the moon. And that's pretty deep too, but I get like that sometimes so it's cool! Oh, you're the love of my life too, Kara! If I had to pick ONE THING in the whole world to keep forever and I'd lose everything else I would pick you in a heartbeat. Cuz you and me are forever! *Giggles*

We are forever and ever, my pretty princess! :D

Forever and ever, and ever and ever too! *Giggle*