arousal

 
I saw you in my mind fade
you went to the dark place where I can't follow
I grieve for your absence
inside me i wither without your touch

I scream into the silence and it echo back empty
it could not find you
you didn't want to be found

I search your scarred terrain and found pain and loneliness
I hurt knowing your truths
I took them to my breast and made them my own

I would love you in the void
shrouded in anger
and dwelling in sin

your perversions rose to greet me and I met them with my own
I was depraved for you mewling at the moon
a bitch on all fours calling to you
you found me in my desire and claimed me again
sodomizing my pain
and raping my faith

I was your woman masochistic in my lusts
damned to be apart from you
damned to be a part of your greed