I'm a gonner

 
I hurt but I love the pain
put your anger in my linger
I desire the anguish
if flavors me so well

in the shadows I languish
darkness touches me just right
I feel your hate
you love me but it fucks with you

I know
it fucks me too

little truths escapes my lips
and you know me in my honesty
rebellious tenderness touches your soft spots
and it pisses you off

I know
it does me too

your cold shoulder understands me
in smacked of reality
culted bliss look my way
and cut me with your remarks

I seek you sanity
fellatio your greed
drinking your darkness
where I shelter in your black heart