ALEaviNgO!

All around the kissing and holding of hands but not you.
Not you in the corner nursing a developing angst.
a brooding puberty of  barren seculsion.
Who have you got?
Where's the Oasis?
Strangers aren't giving you the time of day
they don't give a fuck about what you have to say
they just want you to go the fuck away.
Feels like Solipstic hell
Once you had surety ,didn't you?
Someone to talk to on the road home
someone to hold in the dark...
There are no guarantees, no certainties
Once you're in the forest, an strong oak among the trees
next minute you can be a single sapling blowing in the breeze.
Sad bastards suffering more than you, would probably take you home
 for more than chat
but what's the point in that????!!!
-they only care about getting off.
me desperate for a meeting of minds
afflicted by a  affection deficiency
It's all up for grabs and you haven't got a chance.
Everyone's gone to bed,you're left in the company of your thoughts and street light.
Defanged and dethroned,it's mastery is tamed.
No one is to be blamed.
Solitude.Serenity.Slumber from society.Civilization break.
You are the thorn in your side.