God’s Fallen Angel

I’m taking off my armor of God
I no longer feel at peace
Time to close this Chapter
I’m no longer on my knees
I blocked out the pastor
His sermons no longer reach me
Telling me I’m a sinner
Lord please help me
As I walk Through The Valley
Of The Shadow Of Death
I no longer consider the devil a threat
All the pain in my eyes is enough said
When he looks into my eyes I’m already dead
God’s Fallen Angel
Is what I’ve been labeled
Getting further from my destination
Feeling true to my reputation
Hoping one day I’ll awaken
From this crazy revelation

The devil smiles from ear to ear
Motioning for me to come near
Hoping I cower away in fear
But instead I approach
With broken wings in the air
He knows I’m close to bleeding out
Without a fear or doubt
He’s shocked by the words that come out my mouth
“I hate to be the one to tell you, I simply like red. I’ve been dead for so long, I no longer fight it. See I’m not scared of the horns, I simply like it. I heard all the stories, no need for introductions.”
Baffled by my response he drops to his knees
“I was Gods Favorite Angel”
Is what he tells me
I look down & I smile
“I’ll be here for awhile”
I’m Gods Fallen Angel
There’s no healing me now