Power Trip

You may as well put a gun to my fucking head and pull the trigger,
Do you not see what you have just gone and done, you let him win, he's is laughing and pointing his finger,
Who said that in this game the judge was to be you,
Are you that almighty that my dreams are not allowed to come true?
I just want to thank you for ruining my already shitty life,
Just when I thought that it could not get any worse, here you come with a sharp ass knife,
Go ahead I tell you, push it deep into my already bleeding heart, it is already dead,
Could you not have given me one more chance, but a cold shoulder is all I receive instead,
Have you not heard any of the things that I have just said?
I bearly know you anymore, and you are always pre occupied making decisions that seem so fucked,
You have separated a desperate mother from her whole reason for being here today, can I say that you fucking suck,
I should of seen it coming long ago, but, what do you know it is just my luck,
Thank you so much, I did not want to be a mother,
Do not worry about the long term affects this may have on them, please do not even let it bother,
Right....who the fuck are you trying to kid?
Can you not see that he still controls me, for I cannot seem to get rid,
Wait, is this not your job, to see to it that I am safe, there is no need to be all scared,
I do not though, in fact, I feel more violated, but somehow you my feelings you are not aware,
Instead, your to busy sitting high up in your bench with your eyes only to stare,
Well Mr. High Almighty....you piece of shit wanna be,
Thank you again, for a split second there, I almost thought you were going to set me free!!!!