Through My Eyes

To see life's meaning through my eyes,
Than, perhaphs you could all realize,
That maybe, just maybe I am not the one going insane,
Instead, a chemical is what I lack in my brain,
Thoughts and questions that linger in the back of my mind,
Is there even a wonder that the answers i can not find,
I once was told that I have been give the gift to write,
This I find to be my savior, this is where I have turned to so many nights,
I feel that this is a safe place to go where I can feel at ease,
For here is where I lay out all of my dirty little secrets, and no need to have to say please,
Now, my only hope is to be able to finally win,
My outlook on life as well as my patience are beginning to wear thin,
Maybe, just maybe, you will hear my words I write, and it will somehow touch you're heart,
Is this not wht they would call getting off with a fresh start,
Even if I do not win, there will be no need to worry,
Because deep down inside I will have won, so no need to be sorry!