The Day I regret

The Day I left I do regret
I was full of anger
My heart was racing
It was a hard choice
Love
Was it love tho
No it wasn’t love
‘‘Twas a long road ahead
The views were nice
It was snowing and cold but the sun was
Shining bright
We got to where we were headed
Everything was fine
But as the days went by
I started to think in my mind
“ is this the path for me”
Is this what I want.
Home was so far away
I stop
I breathe
And I say this isn’t me
It was a struggle
I missed my family
But he kept saying I’m your family
As if I made the right choice.
But deep down there was a scared little girl
Screaming and crying begging to get out
I had to stay strong
But I couldn’t.
I regret that day
The day I left
It plays on repeat everyday
But to God I am me, that old me has changed