Bakaddit

Have I lost it
Was the pain
all there was to it
Did happiness and joy
kill my conduit
Oh shit
There's this numbness
like the one in my clit
that can't feel a thing
Unless there's jackhammer
pounding it
I didn't just say that
did I
You know I never lie
Well maybe just a smidge
just to scratch the itch
Why is this being
such a fucking bitch
Trying to find it
again
Like my ink's run out of pen
and my mind's run out
think
Maybe I'm only happy
when I have nothing
good to say
Damn
I can't slay queen
Slay
Ok
I'll be back
when I'm better
someday