Incurably so

The easy years
have carried me to today
Immune to beauty
I have watched it's fall
learning each step
on the path of decay
Each defeat
leaves me fearful to dream
through pain of unwelcome change
turning pages of tomorrow
into faltering shadows that fade
Peering at stars through clouds
in search of God's cute answers
fine wisdom that never came
I grew weary of the moon's spell
became wary of the sun's rays
but though all of his mysteries remain
safe in my heart
the spark of hope
is burning still
knowing no-one is immune
to love