Full Disclosure

You said I’m sorry that they treat you
Like your somebody else
I’m sorry they don’t see you
As yourself
But don’t feel bad
They don’t know they’re hurting you
When they say stupid shit
About who you’re turning into


But if I show them what’s in my mind
I’ll be somebody they won’t like
I’m really tired of having to hide


I always want to die
I don’t think life has a point
Most of the time
I keep too much inside
So I’m sorry mom
I only like boys sometimes
I mean they’re fine
Until I look a pretty girl in the eyes


You’re the only who knows
My secret
You’re the only one I trust
To keep it
But I always feel like a lie
An imposter who can’t pick a side
It’s easy to deny
Sometimes I want a wife


I hope they didn’t notice
That I wanted to cry
When they talked about hating
The colors in the sky
I don’t want to have to keep
Pretending I fine