A Life that Once Was...To Never be Again !!!

Addict is the hat I wear upon my head...name-tag & labeled, sterotyped & said. Addiction is my personal tailored made jacket...Lined in shame with guilt as the black sewing thread.  Addiction of persistence, perpetual in flight. Addict the Sinner of substance, indulging in ever night. A chameleon of  many fallacy masks, changing in the wind, praying for her shipwreck of this life, to sink & end. Vampire of her own soul, Beast of her own burdens, her suitcase full of secrets & lies. Old luggage she carries heavily inside. For the DRUGS are her driver, poke of the needle the shifting gears. Crashing into deep,dark ocean's waters... A High dive, suicide, Submerging plunge...Nirvana of sweet bliss, Hells oblivion. Behest this mighty bag of white...Which probes immutable hunger, fueled by an appetite of self-destruction, a spell of desire...a game you'll never seem to win. For she craves this toxic, poisonous, witch's brew...that she wished she never tasted & never knew.