Fake Promises

I followed your direction. Now I understand I have no choice,
but to do a dissection. I was active at sports.
 Now around me are broken pots. To relieve the pain, I took shots.

Shots with an emotional spark.
Now everything is getting blurry and dark.
 I just want light,or a spark. I lost a lot of weight.

Oh, all the tears I shed. I didn't want to be made.
All I wanted was the friendship I create.
But nature stopped me from my fate. Everything I created shattered.

It's like I never mattered. I was obedient,your slave.
Now I want to die,but it's too late. For you,life is a game.
But don't blame me if you turn to flame.

 It's like you never had shame.
I'm locked in a cage of pain.
We kissed under the drops of rain.

Now you left me, alone and soaked in rain.
I just want to be in a picture frame.
I want to feel peaceful and have a friend.

Now matter the age or race, for everyone I'm a disgrace.
 It's like my feelings don't matter. I cried, as I start to shatter.
You never asked me what's the matter.

All you gave me was screams and laughter.
 I acted friendly, and got violent after.
But that doesn't matter. All I wanted was to hear your laughter.

But you disappeared way after.