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Million Years Ago
A million years ago, I seemed a girl
who wanted a child
to love and adore,
but now I'm looking at my picture,
12 years old,
and I'm loving her.
I'm loving only her.
I guess I fucked that up,
a million years ago.
A million years ago,
there was a boy
who broke me,
and now I'm here
wondering where the time went.
I'm so old,
the idea of a baby at my age
has gone cold.
A million years ago...
if only I had been normal...
who wanted a child
to love and adore,
but now I'm looking at my picture,
12 years old,
and I'm loving her.
I'm loving only her.
I guess I fucked that up,
a million years ago.
A million years ago,
there was a boy
who broke me,
and now I'm here
wondering where the time went.
I'm so old,
the idea of a baby at my age
has gone cold.
A million years ago...
if only I had been normal...
Published 9th Aug 2022
Author's Note
Sneak peak of a song that is about contemplating life as someone who could never lead a normal life. Never could have a baby.
I think it's okay to have these feelings sometimes. I have these feelings quite a bit.
I think it's okay to have these feelings sometimes. I have these feelings quite a bit.
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9th Jul 2023 00:56am
Sometimes not being able to have a baby is normal. Just mother natures way of protecting you for some reason,
Take it from a person who couldn’t have a baby naturally, and never did - you’re still normal.
