I Need Help

Maybe I need God
Maybe I want to believe, God
Maybe it's hard for me to speak
With someone that I've never seen,
herd or can touch.
Lately I ain't been me,
Shaky and on my knees,
I'm awake and afraid and I can't wait
For the end of the day to sleep,
Please, God, I'm breakin'
Iv Been to hell and back
and shook hands with Satan

But I'm over that, I think
the light pulled me back
Though I'm hopin' that
you still hear me prayin'
It's so dark in my head right now
In my soul and my heart
I feel dead right now
Reply if you heard what I said right now
God, please don't make me beg right now

I need help

Give me the strength that I need
to get back on my feet
Give me the vision to see
that the path that I walk
is the one that I need
Give me the courage to dream,
while I'm broken in half,
nothin' left deep inside
Give me the patience to wait
for the day that I pray and
you give me a sign

Hi, God, oh my, God
I fall everytime I climb, God
Give me a sign, God, I've tried, God
I swear to you if you help me now
I won't make the same mistake twice, God
I'm a million pounds on thin ice
I can't swim to save my life, God
Please, God, I feel weak
I feel the evil creepin' in me
I see the shadows turn into crazy shapes
In my bedroom, I'm just tryna sleep
The devil crept in my dreams
And he kept me there 'til I screamed
It's worse than it was before,
I'm growin' devil horns
Through my crown of thorns, I plead

God, I need help

Wow I can't believe this
I'm waisting my time praying.
you're not listening
nor are you really there
You have never answered
none of my prayers ever In my life
So why am I even trying to pray
Your not real you don't exist
Man created you
I'm just waisting my time