a real conversation

            
           
           
           
     if we were to consider having a real conversation-most of us would prefer to be still indoctrinated....          
           
           
    even when flowers grow "modern dayish"- even they're under constant experimentation.... might as well have been born  in a lab-you and i are just like mice who supposely "made it"....            
           
           
  we're like plants in a "green house" with that poison they're sprayed with-separated from nature; if left to our own devices-are we or are we not as a whole like a waiting to happen nuclear bomb detonation?            
           
           
 I'd be one of the first to raise one's hand for a "vacation", though a vacation is far from truly escaping the problems us "humans" are faced with; we've been living in a figment of someone else's imagination....            
           
           
  "freedom" ain't "free", we're just born and raised pretending to be.... groomed from early ages to believe in a grand illusion disguised as an "america dream...."            
           
           
 me? one's wide enough "awaken", but yes- wanting to sleep....to pretend this isn't really happening to and around me....          
         
         
it's "illegal" and unsafe-ish to truly be free; it's been this way for ages....  it's all about the "politics", "money", and "war" wages....