Coffee for One.

Medium flat white extra shot one sugar.
That's how I have my coffee.
How do you want your coffee invisible person.
Imaginary mate.
I see people walking together, holding hands, laughing, having fun.
It crushes me.
I sip my coffee, it's good, just how I like it.

Maybe I will see you today.
We will somehow cross paths.
And it will be like we almost recognise each other.
Perfect strangers.
I will sip my coffee and smile making awkward conversation.
You will think it's adorable.

I want to be part of something, anything.
I want to be chosen, the exception.
I hold space for you, someone I don't even know.
I save my feelings, my love, my sexuality for you, the one I will trust.

No one has known me like you could.
I will never know you like I could.
Invisible lover, imaginary mate,
Let's get coffee one day.