While You're Away

I sit here missing you so terribly,
The thought of not seeing you brings tears to my eyes making it impossible to see,
They say that distance only makes the heart grow fonder,
Is this saying really even true I wonder,
I lay in bed all alone at night,
Which means endless hours of tossing and turning until almost morning light,
Will this time apart help us to grow stronger,
I sure would feel better if only I knew about how much longer,
Until back in your arms I will be again,
I know that sometimes my actions are difficult to understand,
Stay together or walk away,
The decision so hard to make, which is why there is such a delay,
My only hope is that this relationship does not crumble,
I honestly do not believe I can become any more humble,
My only wish is that we do not have to part,
But, if your willing and I am willing,
It will soon be love that we both will be feeling,
For it is not everyday I give my heart away,
This will forever be a very special day,
All that I am asking is that you please be gentle,
Please do not be so judgmental,
For my poor heart has been shattered once before,
And I fear that it cannot take a whole lot more,
I will try to stay positive durning this little separation,
Just remember all the things I have just mentioned,
Please understand that I only have good intentions,
My heart will forever remain with you during the days that I am away,
These words I write to you, I wish you could hear me say,
That I will love and miss you every single minute of the day!