What's Next

I toss and turn in my sleep
Dreaming of things I can’t change.
I try to convince myself,
Thing will get better

Is it me,
Or is it you?
Do I try,
Or are we done?

So long we've shared and laugh.
But so much hurt along the way
What makes me stay
I stay because of love,
but will love be enough


Why do we do this,
Arranging so much
This isn't healthy

I love you, I dislike this feeling
That we are on the virge of breaking,
why do you say things you don't even mean
Is this the end
Or just a rough patch?
Only one time will tell
I tell myself daily

Don't push for change because it's never gonna happen
Don't try to make thing worse
Don't stress, everything will be okay
Don't cry. It will make things worse

That is what my dreams are mostly about
As I try to dream of happy things
And just wake up to a tear running down my face