WHEN THE PAIN GOES DEEPER

Why is it that you are just like those visions, that still continue to be awaken within me. Yet the deepness of my soul and mind screams in these silently dreams. Provoking pieces of evidences that is like opening a book once close. A book of the past lies coming back, from the deepness of the darkness of what is now fragments. As pieces of my heart and soul, but with broken tears still under the layers of layers of hurt and pain.That eventually become invisible to see, upon the surface of my skin hidden behind my eyes. For I loved you with all my heart, yet I was blindsided by your words. That held me as a prisoner locked in traumatic events, with no disregard of my thoughts and emotions and feelings. Yet I loved you too much to close doors in my mind and heart, as I stare at the pure reflections of the hurt and pain that cannot still be seen.