honesty

 
I am nothing without the pain
inside the torment I am alive
I feel and understand what it is to ache
what it is to burn

counting the cost
I realize I'm too young
experience my mentor
if I give a vow to you I intend to keep it
honestly I don't trust me yet with your heart

I am looking in from the outside
thinking he's quite a man

could I satisfy any of his needs?

would I be even for a night his desire?

I am inexperienced in the art
the art of fucking
I remain chaste of soul for so long
I was blithely going through life thinking I knew love

then you fucked the soul of me
made me face the woman I am
said bren look at me
my mind reeled and I took inventory

I was in the presence of unconditional understanding
peering deep into your soul
I found I was closer but not there yet