crimsin, Raven and sometimes bren

 
I seek you in the solace sunshine where I am shiny and beautiful
I ache alone in the dark where I am longing.
longing to be your desire
fretfully pacing, feeling I am lacking

how do I tell you that you may kiss me one day
and someone else walking in my skin perhaps in the next moment?

I have multiple personalities that I deal with parading as human
even as I write this I wrestle for control

I'm like a car constantly switching gears

the demoness
the Goddess
the child
the soul and so on

I tap into realms and dimensions I honestly wonder if you do too
because this is nothing new to me
I've always been this way
spirits have always gathered and I've talked with them
I still do, honestly, they make for good company

I love you, what I know of you
you've known me for sometime now

do you think all my personalities mix with yours?

what if the woman you loved,
the one that you're attached to, just stopped talking one day
and you were left with the bitch?

I know this is an odd write
but it's an honest one
the woman I love in me isn't present right now

I miss her