Not yet titled....

{This is a poem made by my twin brother "Key Lyric". He writes just as many poems as I do and has a book out. This poem has no title to it b/c I believe this may have just been a thought of his he was posting on fb but I just had to share it with you.}

If the lord could grant me a wish, I’d ask to disappear...
It seems better like this, to be gone instead of here...
I’d be able too see the world around me and yet am not present...
then I could try to find happiness with no one to notice me but heaven....
I’d go to the parks and watch the kids play on the swings...
stroll through a bar or two with no one to notice me...
I’d walk into a church and witness the congregation praising...
the pastor could preach on standing out for people to see and I could say “Hey! that’s not me”...
I could move across the beaches watching families enjoy the weather...
maybe walk past a window of a home to see an old couple peacefully sleeps together...
I could do all these things and it would be a site to see...
if only the lord would grant my wish to vanish me...
Why can’t you do this lord? It wouldn’t take up any of your time...
Just a quick snap of the finger and *POOF* only smoke left behind...
Then no one would not have to worry about the things that I do...
I work hard and try hard…I do both of those two...
When it seems I’m there and have reached a good level...
you yanked the ground from under me as I plummet, I thought that treatment was for the devil...
I don’t understand your ways but somethings has to give...
how can I do righteous things with unrighteous results and righteously live?
I don’t understand this at all and probably never will...
but I’m equally getting the treatment of someone…THAT KILLS...
I try to make things better for the most part in peoples life...
I try to stick some goodness in the world…without using a knife...
Could you do a favor to the world cause the intent of their actions are clear...
grant them happiness by making me disappear...