You Fucking Asked For It

 
fuck it all!
 
I wonder how turned on you would be
if I hurt you  
the way you beg to be hurt  
how much can you really take?  
 
you crawl on your knees and plead  
that you’ve been a bad girl  
 
Do you know the things these hands have done?  
 
there’s a scar from  
collapsing a man's eye socket  
in one shot  
spiral fractures that had him  
in fits as he pissed himself  
 
punched a man's nose completely off his face,  
I am damaged goods
and you beg of me
 
stir the anger in my blood  
the dirty sediment that has settled  
but when riled drowns out clarity  
drowns out reason….
 
I snapped a man's wrist radius  
and ulna clean from his hand  
because he grabbed my throat  
 
had a man bleed from his eyes  
from his ears, frontal lobe concussion  
and ruptured ear drums  
 
I am violence personified  
when uncaged
 
you want that?
 
baby I am too broken  
to play this game with you  
 
you slap me  
scream at me  
slap me again
shove me out the room
slam shut your indignation  
screaming obscenities……
 
I snap
walk through the bedroom door  
as if it's a breezeway  
 
shards and splinters fly  
as the wrecked remnants  
shatter all over the floor  
 
there’s awe in your eyes  
you swallow  
exaggerated  
in slow motion  
 
I see your fear  
I see you lick a small speck of my blood  
from the pink of your lip  
 
we can taste it in the air  
blood runs down my arms  
splinters stick from bulging muscles  
as heavy breathing blazes my wild eyes  
 
you slap me again  
 
with one hand I grab your hair  
rip you from your feet  
and pin you face down on the bed  
 
rip the rear end out of your pants  
slap your ass  
hard enough to bruise instantly,  
screaming  

YOU WANT  THIS,
 HUH,
YOU WANT IT THAT FUCKING BAD


 I unbuckle one handed
my belt hits the floor  
 
smash my cock into your  
soft heat  
and take you  
you are wetter than you have ever been  
 
your first cum  
wets my thighs  
you drip with the searing lust  
as this beast  
pounds like a pneumatic drill  
growling,  
 
I rip your head back  
sink my teeth into your neck  
draw blood  
turn your face and smear it  
on you  
 
a charnel house scene  
obscene in its bestial display  
you cum again in a screaming fit  
of obscenities,  
fuck, you chant nose turned up  
in a snarl  
"yes, fuck my cunt"  
you squirt a gush as if my cock has cut an artery  
in your lust and soak the sheets  
 
I RAM MY ANGERINTO YOU  
I clench and cum  
squirting every last ounce of myself  
into you and collapse on your back  
 
my hand unlocks from your hair  
you fall forward
and I walk out
remnants of the door
squeak on  
busted hinges