The Epiphany

All my life I loved women. I loved them down to their core. Then over time my love grew weak. I had an epiphany that made my life bleak. I no longer loved women, but I loved men and their scrotum. My love for women faded as my love for men made me constipated. I yearn for a massive cock to penetrate my throbbing anus. If I were a porn actor I would be famous. My love for men grows stronger by the day. I have not shit in the month of May. To shit I would lose the sensation of my asshole being stuffed. I sit on the toilet for hours yoyoing my shit in and out to recreate the feeling of a dick sliding smoothly in and out. The pain grows for it had been weeks since I shit. The pain is nothing compared to that of not having a huge cock obliterate my insides. I yearn for the day that my suffering ends. I yearn for the day I can replace the shit for a dick.