Left Me

You motherfucking whore
i hate you as much as i hate me.
So violent i have become and yet
i am as harmless as a fly.
If only you were me and i was you
then you would see what i would do…
to you and to me if i got the chance.
To run and run and never leave
like the dance of so many thousands
of people, a different tune we would do
a whole new dance but…. no
you left and I’m alone pondering my
self and my home. Am i not what you
want or am i not what you need?
leave, leave oh let me be
i hate you for leaving and i hate me
for this...... leaving you was one of
the hardest things to do and one
thing i couldn’t change
because you left me and i want you
to have for myself
and nothing else i cant except
for you were mine and i could
have been yours the tormented
soul that had killed me
my love my life my being for you
why oh why you ass did you leave
you stubborn asshole come back
i cant stand not seeing your smile
and your face just one chance
that’s all it takes.........