A little to late

I have given up everything
Changed my entire life for you
Always making sure your needs are met
Regardless of what it means to me
I have supported every choice of yours
Even if I disagree with it
I have fought for you since day one
Knowing the struggles that I would face
I pushed though thinking I was winning
Reality just proved that’s not the case
I never got past start line
You kept me at arms lengths
Leading me to believe differently
Is time going to win?
Have I finally had enough?
I don’t want these thoughts to start
Once they start, they can’t be stop
Caught in a hard spot
Loving you with everything I have
Or
Letting go for me.
Im at the point where im done
You’re only starting to realize the damage done
To late to fix it