the bond that never grew to connect

despite you've done in its past, I'm grateful...
Thou seems you hate to see me become a man,
Confuse in couldn't understand thee anger
It came from out your breath, somehow
Its the bond that never grew to connect.

Face it we never had a father-son relation
Do to its missing appearance likely
Unmatching blood in flesh nor as same
Cent of oder, we're 2 that grew from
Separate trees yet... you plant a seed
In our family nest but still our bond never
Grew to connect.

Knowledge is the word you speak yes tru
But your voice of tone that's loader then
The speakers in my car an facial expression
Wit no emotion is agony  that I can't bare,
As I look another direction you say I must
Leave so I go wit none regret, to its tragic
Story the bond will never grow to connect.