Maybe..

Maybe I’m tired
just a little
i’ve been living the same day
since i was a kid

Maybe I’m sick
probably a lot
I hate the way i am
always messing things up

Maybe I’m useless
no one could ever be proud of me
not even a little
i wish i could make you proud

Maybe things wont get better
should i just give up
and leave?
leave this earth?

Maybe I shouldn’t do this..
No, I want to do this
It’ll help!
Would they care if I was gone?

Maybe they’ll be happier
without me.
I grab the knife
Am I ready?

The blade of this knife is as sharp as
the sick words you told me
I look down at my wrists
then I look at my neck in the mirror

Maybe it’s time to say goodbye.
Maybe this is finally the right choice
Maybe they’ll miss me
Maybe things would’ve got better

but who knows? it’s too late now
i’m in a pool of my blood.
Maybe i’ll finally feel peace
Goodnight earth..