As i sit here.

i sit here
on the cold bathroom floor
holding tears in my eyes
wondering
when will things get better?

i sit here
on the cooling grass
the moon is looking at me
maybe if i lay here
i’ll disappear
theres a storm in my head
lighting & thunder
i’m getting tired

i lay here
i see a shooting star
i close my eyes
to grant a wish
“help me so i dont give up”
do shooting stars even work?
this is useless
i can see the sun
in the corner of my eye

i sit here
looking at the sunset
the mix of warm colors
reminds me of when i was a kid
nothing to worry about
maybe now ill feel the same
maybe ill feel better as time passes