Living Reality

This hole swallows me
This agony is just to deep
This torture that's breaking me down into
tears

This white room is cold
Straight jacket, suffocating
This abyss I'm living
Just for the pain you put me through

I can't shake this
I can't go back
All I have is my stone room, my
silver friend, and red liquid
as my pleaser

Sitting here is a mess
looking at you makes me feel less
Have fun while your out there
But in here, I'm living reality.