infinity of human nature

I want to write
those last
itching lines
silent words
creepy sounds
they twitch my soul
turn upside down
my feelings
polar zones of hemispheres
change
from
left to right
and right to left
forces around centre
small vulnerable dot
of
self location
and line
starting from there
in its search
for
eternity
making circles
and twirls
playing with me
coding tricks
who am i
to think about it
even to mention it
this never-ending
thought provoking
soul itching
question
of
why
and
when