heaven

 
submitting to shadows I burn
a yearning to please has me blushing, a maiden
I pull away I don't want to lose control,
abandon my senses at pleasure's gates

there's an inferno inside me
a greed so deep it can't be touched
I appease it for a moment
then it shifts and desires more from me

I fear you coming
I know you've been awaiting my soul's womanhood
I am and I am not

so beautiful a being, tender of nature
but so cruel the closer you come
I have a switchblade tongue
it cuts my core with its bitterness

I'm learning what it is to want
I know I will never touch you
it's so sad sometimes I know you're there others I don't
my mind won't allow me the intimacy you crave

I will lie to you
innocent in my appearance
but I'm from hell's domain
out on parole, my time winding down

I will return to the torture of the place soon
the onyx kingdom is missing their Queen